Russia.

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 People ask me a lot - do you miss Russia?

Yes. I do. I wish I could travel and visit my family over there. To see my beautiful city I was born in, Smolensk. I wish I could book a flight right now. But there are some limitations.

  • I am technically viewed as a Russian citizen still.
  • The country is currently at war.
  • My Russian passport is long expired.
  • My ties with US government make it a little tricky.

I would love to set foot in Russia knowing I would not be locked up and out in prison for simply being American.

If I can have someone guarantee 100% safety, please let me know.



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